in real trouble
I don't know how to say this. I have been feeling very much shattered and
clueless for the past few years. Me and my husband have been trying to
conceive for 9 years. I don't know why was not it diagnosed earlier although
I have been seeing specialists all this time. Anyway, I know now that me and
my partner are both infertile. My cause of infertility is unexplained which
happens only in 20% cases. There was a point when I decided to end my life
but i was saved. I don't feel like a complete woman anymore. I just feel
worthless piece of s*** on the surface of earth who cannot have her own baby.
I tried to adopt a baby but thing were not in my favor and the court refused
to let me be a mom because of several reasons which didn't make any sense to
me. I so fed up now. I don't know for how long will I be able to live like
that. Why is the nature so unfair to me??? Why can't I be a mom?? Am I Asking
for too much?
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